Sunday, December 27, 2015

The Cleanest Boy On The East Coast

This is a continuation from the post below:  The Night Before The Night Before Christmas:

The next day, Christmas eve, I took a shower in the morning like usual.  I've always loved hot showers and while under the water I was contemplating my wet dream the night before.  I had a full erection, and when I started to later my body up, I ran my soapy hand up the length of my hard cock and I felt an extreme, pleasurable sensation.  I continued to run my soapy hand up and down my cock, and I quickly had a mind blowing, explosive ejaculation. 

My mind started to race.  My view of the world was sifting and changing right then.

At that age, I was actually an unhappy, kind of depressed person on the inside.  I was really very introverted, but able to appear, normal and happy on the outside.  The issue of course was that I knew I was different, from a very young age--age 4, and I knew it was terribly wrong, even though my parents were EXTREMELY liberal, and never mentioned, not even once, homosexuality.  I hid that my entire life, thinking I was the only "normal" person with these man loving desires.  I knew that there were perverts.  It had never occurred to me that there were other handsome, worthy males AND LOTS OF THEM, that had these same desires.  I had just assumed that my life would continue with me having these very strong desires to be with a male, and put his cock in my mouth, and that it would never happen.

After that first masturbated ejaculation in the shower, my mind shifted.  The feeling of "cumming" was so intense, and the best experience I had ever had, bar none.  Pathetic I know, but nothing in my life had come even close.

From that point on, through out high school.  I was always in the shower.  I took at least 5 showers a day, and pounded my way to a mind shattering orgasm each time.  I then moved up to jacking off in bed at night using shaving crème as the lubricant.  My dick started to get irritated from all of the detergents in the soap and shaving crème, and I switched to Vaseline as the lubricant.  At this point I could jack off 5 or more times a day at least with my cock staying in perfect shape. 

I realized that life wasn't what I had thought it was.  I was previously "just getting through the day" with the only joy in the solitude of reading, or in playing sports. At least I could now get the sexual high, most anytime I wanted it.

Saturday, December 26, 2015

The Night Before The Night Before Christmas

When I was 13 years old, and in eighth grade, I had a mind shifting experience.
This is how it all started many years ago.

My father was a super horny guy and he had in his bookcase a huge thick autobiography entitled
"MY LIFE AND LOVES" by Frank Harris (1856-1931),  .  It is nearly 1000 pages long.
The book is a bit dry and mostly him bragging about his superiority to his peers and his long
list of accomplishments.  Woven through the book,  he details his sexual exploits with women.

The summer before, when I was freshly 13 years old, puberty hit, and my dick went from a pathetic, little pink thing, I was very embarrassed about it, especially since I often went to the gym with my jock father who had a beautiful long, dangly ,  cut cock.  We showered in the same gang shower at the gym, and I often saw him naked at home.  I was very shy about my then embarrassingly little cock and tried to never be naked in public.  Once puberty started, my tiny cock, in just a matter of weeks blossomed to that of a full grown man.  It was perpetually hard, and straight with a beautiful head and 7 1/2" long and thick (believe me I measured it many times then, imagining how big it would eventually get). I would often have a full boner and flex it, and feel a tingly feeling.  I didn't really know about masturbation.  I mean, I had heard of jacking off, but didn't  understand the concept of the reason to do it .  I had no desire to jack off.  I did want to kiss, and suck the adult men, and high school jocks in my neighborhood though. 

I was always an excellent student through out school without doing any studying.  I was an avid reader, and was always reading, a novel or nonfiction about my favorite hobbies.
I had no problem at all with reading MY LIFE AND LOVES, which I think ALL of my peers could not have gotten through the first 100 pages, before the sex in the book started.

I was half way through the book on December 23rd before I went to bed that night.   I had this dream where a lady Cop hassled me for walking on a lawn that had a sign saying "Keep Off The Lawn".  She tried to arrest me and we got into a wrestling match, with our bodies banging together.  I shot a huge load in my tightie whities.
I went to the bathroom and saw the inside of my underwear covered in a mucious like white goo.

I immediately figured out , what had just happened, and my life changed at that point. 

To be continued.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

The Tables Are Turned

Five days ago I hooked up with the Gorgeous Asian Hal.  Over the last 6 weeks we have seen each other at the gym, and had countless late night texts. We basically kissed, cuddled and caressed each other for 2 hours.  I sucked his cock for maybe a minute and he sucked mine for 4 minutes probably.  We had a deal to not take it any further.  I put a ton of myself into it.  I was making love to him without having sex.  The session was similar to what would happen when a soldier returns from combat deployment and the couple went to bed but didn't actually have intercourse. I showed him with my Body, and actions, and lovingly told him through out or time together how handsome and desirable he was,

Hal had previously told me that this was what he wanted and he definitely enjoyed it.  I LOVED it myself. During the session we talked about having intercourse in a later session, and I rubbbed my wet, hard cock head on his hole for quite awhile.

On the way home, I texted him that I had a great time and would love to have actual sex, but it would be his choice as to when and if we had it.  I did know that if we kept hooking up, that it would happen for sure in the next session or the one after that.  He didn't respond.  I sent him another couple messages on Grindr.  No response.   The next day I sent him a text, just a "Hi, How are you?" text.
No response.  My head started to spin.  Did I come on too strongly?  What did I do wrong? WTF???
I know I can be very active.  Did I scare him off?  Was I a bad kisser?  (He had previously  told me that I was the best kisser that he had ever kissed).  What was going on?

I knew I needed to back off and not look like a desperate, pussy whipped, needy whimp.
Normally, I fuck a guy, or hook up, and never contact them again, unless I am wanting a repeat, or if I had a great time, to make it into a regular thing.  If random guys hit me up on the internet, and  if they not my type, I just don't respond.  I think Karma is just kicking my ass and giving me some of my own medicine.

I gave him another day without texting him , and sent him a "Hi, how are you" text.  He responded with :  Hi Sexy.  I'm doing OK.  Now I know how women feel the next day, week, or month after a guy finally screws them and then doesn't call.  Or a gay guy sucks me or I screw him and don't contact him afterward.

Most gay guys wouldn't care.  I wouldn't either if it was just a blow job or a quick fuck.  Hal and I had kissed and "made love" for 2 hours.  This is somewhat fucking with my head.  I decided to take a step back and let it play out.  I thought about blocking him on Grindr so I wouldn't be reminded about it but thought better of it.  What I did is I deleted his messages, and deleted his texts.  He has hardly been on Grindr anyway since our last encounter.  I know he is having trouble at work, or maybe he is depressed at Christmas time.  The irony of this all is that it is very possible that after a scenario of us having 2 or three make out sessions similar to what we did , that if we did actually have intercourse, a time or two, it is very possible, that I would be over him and move on.  I would though, have returned his messages and not given him a chance to feel bad about it.

Karma bit me on the ass this time, and it sucks, let me tell you.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Thank God for Yoga

I arrived at Hal's apartment on time.  As soon as I was inside I pushed him gently against the door and held and hugged him for a minute.  He mentioned that we go to shower together which we agreed to do.  Under the water together, I had him lather himself up first while I caressed and fondled his body and beautiful ass.  It was a very thorough shower, much more so than I ever do.  He scrubbed every inch of his gorgeous body.  He tried to get me under the water, but I kept him under the heat, hoping he would finish so that we could go to bed.  I'm not complaining, it was hot and exciting, I just wanted to get in bed with him and kiss and hold him.

Hal finally finished scrubbing and rinsed off.  Then he told me it was his turn to wash me.  I said no way, go dry off so we can hurry up and get in bed.  He laughed and started to dry off with a towel.  I had been to the YMCA and showered 3 hours before and was clean enough so I quickly soaped up, rinsed and joined him at the mirror. I was in agony as he fiddled with his hair, then used q tips, and moisturizer on his face.  The thought going through my mind was that we were THE ODD COUPLE, with he being Felix and me Oscar.   {It really wasn't that long, maybe 5 minutes start to finish out of the shower but I was feeling like a Junior in high school about to get laid).

We finally got to his bed and he remembered which side of the bed I chose on our previous encounter at my house and motioned for me to take that side.  I had barely dried off and I was rather cold and jumped under the covers .  He soon joined me and I pulled him to my body and started to lovingly kiss and caress him.  After a few minutes I started to play with his hole lightly and then wet a finger with spit and kept it in that region for most of the time we had left.  I put him in every position, trying them all out without pushing my dick in.  I'd have him suck me, then I would rub the head of my cock  on his hole in each position.  At one point we were missionary when I raised myself up between his legs and started to massage both legs.  I got to his ankles and grabbed each one and pushed his ankles to his ears with his ass elevated.  (Thank God For Yoga) I immediately went down and started to kiss, lick, lightly bite and make love to his hole with my mouth, lips and tongue.  He started to moan and breath more rapidly and I knew that I can eventually fuck him and that he would love it.

I asked if he wanted me to fuck him, and he said yes, but he hadn't prepared for it.  We had previously agreed that he not prep for anal so that I wouldn't fuck him.  I told him that what we were doing was actually making love.  He agreed and said that when he hooks up, most all guys fuck him then leave quickly.  He said that it makes him feel used and feels badly (even though he might have really enjoyed it).  This went on for around 2 hours.  I left totally satisfied.

Driving home, I felt similar to my high school and college days after a night of making love with women.  I had an euphoic, joyful, satiated feeling.  And I hadn't even had sex. 

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Anticipation

Tonight I am hooking up with the Chinese guy named Hal with the really beautiful body.  He and I have had one 20 minute "date" kissing and feeling each others body.  I really, really like him.  He is white collar and boyfriend material.  We have another date for tonight. 8:00 to 10 pm. This man is Hal, the Chinese guy in the previous post is Tom.  Hal is probably 5'7".  Tom is 6'1".

Hal craves cuddling and kissing, just like I do.  He is obviously a bottom. He lets me take full control of our time together.

We have a "deal" for our date tonight.  It will just be kissing and cuddling naked in bed for the entire time.  No sex.  He has seen my cock and feels like he will have trouble taking it.  I told him that we will never have sex, that I will never push the issue unless he is ready and really wanting it.  That I won't hurt him.

I guess I am really not as much of an "asshole" as one might think from having read this blog.

I did tell him to be careful, and that if he asks me to fuck him tonight, that he is definitely getting fucked.  We both agreed though that we will keep things romantic and not have sex. Sometimes though, if I am playing with a guys "hole", my testosterone kicks in and I become a total top, with lazer focus on getting on top of the guy and taking him for a ride.  My brain tunes everything else out and I do what it takes to fuck the guy and get him off.  I don't even really care at all if I get off, as long as the bottom gets off hard.  If I really am not that into the bottom though, the dynamic is switched and all I want is to get off and cum in his ass or in his mouth.
We will see how it plays out tonight.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Weird but Good Hook Up with the Chinese Hunk

Last night the Chinese Hunk came over.  The first time we hooked up is titled Chinese Delivery.
He is 25, 6' 1" 190 lbs with a superb gym body.  Fantastic body.  He was a college rower and has a beautiful chest, and gorgeous bubble butt.  He is moderately long waisted with virtually no body hair.  Clear skin, masculine, and is unusually tall and athletic looking for an Asian.  His hair is full and jet black and just barely long enough for me to grab ahold of.  Handsome face.  Very much straight looking. He is here on VISA and has been here for 6 years.  He doesn't have much of an accent but he talks carefully, a little slow, I am guessing so that he has perfect grammar. In the dark during "pillow talk" he sounds very much like Dr Ben Carson.  Even the speed and carefully worded sentences remind me of Carson.    I really like him.(The Chinese guy, Tom, not Carson}.
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He arrived and I pulled him to me and we kissed.  Decent kisser.  We kissed, and I gently pawed at his body and I said lets go inside.  We removed our clothes, and I told him to get on the bed.
I kissed him again, and he stopped me and said "I don't feel like being topped tonight".  What The Fuck!  3 weeks before, we had an intense hook up, kissing, groping and I fucked the hell out of him.
He didn't want to say it, but I made him tell me that first time that he wanted me to fuck him. That he loved being fuck.  After he told me he didn't want to bottom, I thought, "yeah right, what are the odds that is going to happen".  I said no problem, but secretly I was kinda pissed.  Since I had well fucked him last time, he should have let me know he didn't want to fuck this night.  His body is beautiful, he has a really good personality and I felt like I was probably going to fuck him anyway.

I questioned him about it, and he basically admitted that he hadn't "prepared his ass to be fucked, meaning he hadn't douched"  Last time his ass was spotless.  Thinking about it now, I think he didn't clean out on purpose so that he wouldn't let himself get fucked.  I think he was trying to exert some control over me.  We kissed, groped and rolled around for 40 minutes.  He also sucked my dick very well.  I also sucked his nice 5 1/2" cock.  Mine dwarfed his, but it was a pretty, somewhat thin, uncut cock. It was nice.  He flipped me off of him and he got on top of me.  I let him push my legs apart like he was going to fuck me.  I thought it was pretty funny as there was no way that was happening.  I humored his efforts.  He said he wanted to fuck me.  I told him to Dream On, and I flipped him onto his back and put my pelvis between his legs.  He tried to outpower me, but couldn't get that done.  He is almost for sure stronger than I am, but I have more experience, and kept him in his role as the bottom.  Truth be know, he probably wanted to "wrestle me, and have me resist and overpower him".  I started to kiss him again, and he said "I really don't like to kiss".  I told him that I didn't care and kissed him.  What the fuck!  I saw this now as perhaps our last hook up.  I decided to go with another strategy.

I rolled off of him and we were face to face on our sides.  I kissed his neck, caressed his body then lubed a finger and played with the outside of his hole.  I kept his legs spread reinforcing that I was top, he was bottom.  He loved this, but told me not to put my finger inside him, that he might not be clean.  I asked him if he wanted to do some poppers and he said yes.  He did big hits of poppers and started to go into super slut mode.  I started to finger fuck him and he protested, but obviously loved it.  I got onto and rubbed my hard cock on his hole.  I told him I would not fuck him, but just wanted to stimulate his ass with my cock.  He sat up a little and did some more poppers.  I went back to rubbing my cock on his hole. The third time around on this cycle, I put the head in.  He said please don't fuck me.  I said I won't fuck you , but deep down don't you want to get fuck.  He said hell yes.  I want it more than anything.  I want you to fuck me and get your friends to fuck me too.  I want to be a slut for you and your friends.  I said well I am going to fuck you now.  He said please fuck me, but don't go in deep.  I got half my cock in and he went nuts.  I slammed his ass with my hard cock, but didn't go all the way in.  He said he was close to cumming and he wanted me to come on his face.  I knew it would take too long for me to cum, just half way in, so I pulled out, strattled his face and told him to suck my balls.

That felt awesome, definitely better than the half in the ass, ass (which was still really good).
He sucked my balls really well and said please cum on me.  I shot off on his face and neck and it was a wet mess.  I rubbed my spooge all over his face and he then quickly shot a big load.

We chatted while he took a shower to clean up.  I told him that the next time he was coming over, he was getting fucked.  If not, it wasn't going to work out.  It really was a great hook up actually, but not what I had been expecting.

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Quick And Easy

A couple of days ago, I had an appointment scheduled for a blood draw at my doctor's for my yearly check up which occurs in a couple of weeks.
After leaving the appointment, on my way home, a guy hit me up on Grindr.  He is 26, white, handsome face, masculine, hairy.  He said he wanted to suck my cock. I sent some dick pics to "seal the deal" and he sent the address.  1 mile away turned out to be 8 minutes, which was good by me.

I pulled into an apartment complex and he was waiting for me outside the door.  There was a sign on the door that said BUSY.  He told me that he had a straight roommate and that was their signage to let the other one know that the one inside was having a hook up.

We went in side and he seemed very please with my looks and demeanor.  As soon as we closed the door, I pulled him to me and he made an effort to kiss me.  I turned my head away and kissed and licked his neck and caressed his body.  The apartment was spacious with not much furniture. It was fairly tidy and clean for an apartment with a 25 year old straight guy and 26 year old gay guy.

I said where are we doing this and he led me to a comfortable couch.  There was a lot of light in the room and the kitchen blinds were open.  I asked him to turn the light out and he turned 2 lights out and it was very dark in the room.  I'm rather ADD (attention deficient disorder) and if there is bright lights, or TV on, especially if there is someone talking on the TV, I can't concentrate on the sex and can't really even experience pleasure.  The room was very dark and no TV or music on so it was basically ideal for me.  I took my pants off and he wanted to have me sit on the couch.  Being the dominant guy that I am, I instead had him sit on the couch and I gently pushed him back so that he was laying on the couch with his head on the cushioned arm of the couch.  I gently pushed his legs open and I got on top of him and kissed his neck, then gave him the kiss he was wanting.  He wasn't a great kisser at all.  His mouth was kinda open and he would dart his tongue in and out of my also open mouth.  He lacked skill, but I could turn him into a great kisser after perhaps 4 hook ups.  I think no one had really schooled him in the art of kissing. 

I then, without speaking, stood him up and I sat on the couch naked from my t shirt down.  He got on his knees and OH MY GOOD, he was a fantastic cock sucker.  I searched my brain and I can not come up with any one who has sucked me better. I asked him when he last blew a guy and he said around 2 months ago.  I LOVE to have my balls sucked on, kissed and licked, and he quickly started doing that without any prompting from me.  I thought to myself that if things continued to go well, that he could be a two or 3 times a week cock sucker for me.  I have another guy who loves to rimm, and he will blow me ANY TIME, ANY DAY, if he isn't working.  That guy lives 20 minutes further away me, has blown me on average every 2 weeks, (he lives 42 minutes from me) for around the last 10 plus years.  The new guy is a much better cocksucker.   I prefer to have a superb cocksucker that perhaps isn't gorgeous but is on call and we can just hook up quickly and not have to go through the hooking up ritual which takes time and often doesn't pay off.

In the heat of the moment, with him really getting into him blowing me, I told him how good it was and that I hoped that we could do it regularly.  He never really answered.  I know he was into it as he was sucking me like it was the last cock on earth.  I had a mind blowing orgasm, shooting my cum down his throat. He kept my cock in his mouth, and lightly nursed it.  I had to finally take it away from him so that I could leave.  If I was horny, I also know that he would have taken a second load from me.

I haven't seen him on Grindr since.  I sent him a thank you text and said that I would like to see him again before long.  About 4 days a week would be perfect for me. lol
He never answered my text.  I checked and he didn't block me.  I'm sure, 100%,  that he would blow me again, but it's looking like it would be every 2 or 3 or 4 weeks.  Not the "ON CALL COCKSUCKER" that I am looking for. 

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Someone Has To Be The Top

I have found when hooking up that many gay men are bottoms.  My online ads project that I am a top, and that I will take control and they can just come along for the "ride" and enjoy it without the pressure of staying hard, orchestrating positions and giving the bottom a great ride.

I have often marveled that my rather average appearance, decent body but above average cock have pulled in some truly stunning young men.  My persona in hooking up is friendly, open but confident and experienced.  Usually, when I meet a new young hook up, the guy looks REALLY happy and pleased with the man in front of them.  I usually think how the fuck did I get so lucky!  When I meet a young man I am already "preapproved" though as they have seen my face, several cock photos and a naked torso pic.  The ones that I don't click with have already passed me by.  If a guy is into me he is almost for sure a bottom, but he might be a top who secretly wants to hand over control and be a bottom.  If the guy is super attractive to me, but won't commit to meeting, I'll tell him that I love to rimm  if he is right out of the shower, and I will rimm him as long as he can take it.  That usually seals the deal and I get him to come over and lead him to the bed.

For some reason, I also attract virgins.  True virgins.  I guess they feel that I am experienced and will take good care of them and get the job done.  Usually with virgins, they don't tell me that until the hook up is basically scheduled.  Virgins can be a lot of work, and it is often not really worth the effort.  If they request a condom, it is doomed to fail as if I am wearing a condom, the bottom is tight and I'm having trouble getting inside their ass, I tend to go soft.  What I do in that case is I take the condom off, then I rimm the bottom some more to get hard again. I put on another condom and try again to get in their ass.  I think it doesn't help that my cock is much thicker than the average guy.  I'll go through this routine for 2 or 3 condoms, then tell the guy that I am out of condoms, but I'd like to lick his ass some more.  I'll then get rock hard and tell him that I just want to rub my dick head on his hole.  That I don't want to fuck him without a rubber, I just want him to feel what a hard cock at his hole feels like.  I'll get on top, missionary style and have my cock between his legs and fuck his crack area fast and hard, rubbing his hole with my length.  Then I'll wet the cock head wet with spit or lube and put the head right at the hole and tap the hole with my cockhead, but make no effort to slide it in, so he will relax and know I'm not going to try to rape him (I WILL TRY TO SEDUCE HIM THOUGH).   I'll go back to furiously fucking his crack concentrating on contracting my abs and basically simulating that he is getting fucked and bred by a straight guy.  More than 50% of the time the guy will push back on my raw cock and tell me to fuck him.  I'll fuck him lightly until he opens up, then pick up the pace.  If he can handle it, I'll fuck the hell out of him.  Usually they say to pull out, and I tell him that I will pull out, but I just want to leave it in just a little longer.  The guy is almost always OK with this, and I'll softly whisper in his ear that I'm close but I won't come inside.  I'll tell him how good he is making me feel and thank him for doing this for me.  I'll tell him again that I really need to cum inside him. Please Baby Please.  I won't cum inside you  unless you tell me too.  The guy is usually going nuts at the point, moaning, groaning, breathing super fast. I'll say, are you liking this dick in your ass?  Do you now love getting fucked?  Will you cum back so I can fuck you again? I've never felt this good before (I probably mean it at that moment).  Do you love it when I slam my cock into you? I'm close. Can I cum in you? Just give me another few seconds before I cum.  I want to cum in you.  I'm about to cum.  I pick up the speed and say how do you want to cum?  They almost always say Fuck me harder.  Cum inside me.  Often they are pulling on my ass to keep me in deep.  I breed them and they just had the best orgasm of their life.

Half of the guys at least I hook up with never mention condoms.  When I see an ad that says "Safe Sex Only", I realize that only probably 20% stick with that when they are getting well fucked.  When an ad says they are a bottom, I know that they are a bottom.  When an ad says "Verse", I know that with me they are a bottom.  If the ad says he is a top, I know that I can probably fuck him. 
Here is how I look at it:
Bottom=Bottom
Verse=Bottom
Top=Bottom, until he proves otherwise.

When two true tops hook up, one of the two can almost always be flipped.  It just depends on who is more masculine and is better at the "Mating Dance".  The best medicine for getting a top to bottom is being from out of his area (so that the top won't be able to tell anyone and blow his cover), and to rimm him.  I actually really like to rimm if the guy is super clean and doesn't have anything weird going on down there.  When I am with a super attractive masculine top, especially a straight type black guy, and he is rimming me, it does occur to me that I could be flipped.  I really desire that he fuck me, but I also know that as soon as he started to try, I would be painful and worried about diseases and chicken out.  I also realize that if he was a little better at the mating dance and tried just a little longer, rimmed me a little longer, that I might get fucked.  Thank Goodness it never happens.

Saturday, December 5, 2015

Four Orgasms In 1 Hour

I have recurring bouts of not sleeping well . The last several nights I've had a bad time with insomnia.  I toss and turn for hours, maybe sleep 30 minutes now and then and then conk out around 5 a.m. The last few nights have been terrible.  I woke up yesterday morning and felt like my body had been dragged behind a truck on a gravel road.  I just ached all over.  As the morning  progressed, I got progressively more sore and had to do something.  I had some hydrocodone left over from a bout of planter Fasciitis several years ago, and I took one.  I felt a lttle better, but still really sore after 3 hours .  So I took another of the pills.  I did this before around a year ago, and it really  fucked with my erection and I had trouble ejaculating.  I knew I would most likely not be able to have a successful encounter with a guy blowing me, but in the back of my mind, I knew I could suck a dick .

I eventually felt a lot better, but knew I shouldn't shop around for a blow job, as I felt I wouldn't be able to get hard and cum.  I was in the neighborhood  of a very good book store, around lunch time and I assumed that perhaps some straight guys would be there over lunch and  I could suck a straight guy off.

I took a third of a Viagra pill and chewed it up keeping the chewed pill in my mouth so that the drug could be aborbed into my system through my mouth.  I entered the video booth area which has booths that play porn.  Half of the booths are private "one man show" videos and the other half have private adjoining rooms with glory holes between the booths. 

I rarely suck dick, but if I do, it is either a super hot young guy or a straight type guy with a great dick.  I went into a stall with a glory hole.  The guy on the other side and I did the "dance" of checking each other out and waiting for one of us to start  the blow job ritual.  Whomever first motions for the other guy to stick his dick through the hole becomes the cock sucker. The other guy never put his dick through nor motioned for me to stick my dick through  the hole, so I became the cocksucker. I looked through the hole and the guy was tall, probably 32 years old with a beautiful cock. It was fairly hard, thick and had a beautiful, flared head.  I started to suck him and I was LOVING his cock.  His cock reminded me of one of my very favorite cocks--My Own Cock!
His cock was very  similar to mine but his was probably 5 1/2" long and mine is 7 1/2". long.
While sucking this guy I was thinking about how great his cock was even though he was only 5 1/2" long.  I was also thinking how awesome it would be to suck his cock at my length, and I had a realization that this was why I have gotten so many outstanding young men to blow me.


After a while, I stood up and he kneeled at the hole and he motioned for me to stick my cock through.
He lightly sucked me for a while and it was fantastic.  A light pressure and I was in ecstacy.  He stuck his cock back through and I sucked him a few more minutes, his cock got super hard, and he shot a huge load into my mouth.  It tasted great but I ended up spitting his cum out.  I hurriedly left the booth so that I could get a better view of what the guy looked like outside the booth.  He ended up being 6'2, muscled but with a bit of belly, not bad though.  He was probably a gay guy and I was glad tht I spit out his load.

A minute or two later, I went into another glory hole booth and very soon, another guy got in the adjacent booth.  He looked to be in his thirties and had an athletic build. His  cock was super hard, around 6", medium thickness with a nice head.  I sucked his cock and loved it.  He started to fuck my face and shot a big load with in 2 minutes.  I spit it out as I hadn't seen the guy. I quickly left the booth first so I could see what the guy really looked like.  He was very straight looking ,good build , late thirties. 

Within 2 minutes, a straight looking black guy came in, very good build, around 5'10", nice casual clothes.  I'm almost positive that he is straight.   I went into a glory hole booth, and he immediately went into a both with a hole next to me.  He pulled out an almost hard 7" cock and stuck it through.  He was hard as steel and I started to blow him.  His cock was a beauty, and the man was very handsome as well.  I lovingly sucked his rod, then he started to fuck my face and shot a huge load.  It tasted great.  I swallowed.  Start to finish the bj lasted around 90 seconds!  I thought, wtf, I really could be a cock sucker, if the dicks kept coming this quickly and the guys were handsome.

A couple minutes later a gay looking guy came in .  He blew me through the hole and he knew what he was doing.  I suggested that we go to a private booth.  He followed me to a totally private booth.  He sucked my  cock and balls and I ended up fucking the load down his throat.  We made small talk as we were pulling ourselves back together.  He had a rather gay voice, but he could really suck dick. 

I was in this book store for a little less than an hour, I had 3 guys cum in my mouth, swallowed the best guy's cum and fed a gay guy my load down his throat. 

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Somewhat Alone

I had finally met Hal,  the beautiful and fit young Asian at my house.
I had a friend who happens to be straight visiting at the time.
She knows I am gay and I told her about Hal.  This visit with Hal was a "meet and greet" and then he was to go on to a yoga class at the Gym.  I had set it up to work like this because  if I had Hal alone, knowing myself, if things went well, I would probably "go in for the kill" and seduce him and fuck him. That is if he were into me,  and when I set up the meeting, I was only around 50% sure that he would be into me.

We were only "Somewhat Alone"

I took him on a tour of my rather large house.  The tour started at the front door, and I led him directly  to the first bedroom. lol
I REALLY wanted to REALLY kiss him and caress his body.  Once in the bedroom, I kissed him very gently on the lips while stroking his body.  I had a full boner,  and rubbed his crotch area with my hard cock which was still in my pants. Truth be known, my cock is probably my best physical asset and I wanted to make sure he felt it to "seal the deal" that I would eventually have him naked, be in full control of his body and eventually top him.  I started the "mating dance" as I guided him to the bed.  I laid him on the bed in the middle and I joined him.  Facing each other, we kissed while I explored his body with my hands. over the next 10 minutes I had my hands under his shirt and marveled at his beautiful tone and skin.  I had him roll over onto me and I put both hands into the back of his pants and cupped his beautiful ass cheeks in my hands.  I moved one hand into his crack and then lightly touched his hole.  I just put some light pressure on his hole.  A couple of minutes later, I lightly tapped the entrance to his ass.  Then wet a finger and played with his hole from the outside, then more firmly tapped the entrance.  His ass was closed and tight, but as I continued to "tap" and kiss him, and kiss his neck and stroke his face, his ass started to open up and I finger fucked him , but just with one segment of my finger. 

We had some intimate conversation.  I very softly told me how happy I was that it was him.  That I was perfectly content just kissing him. That I would rather kiss him then have sex. 
I told him he was beautiful, and thanked him for letting me kiss him.

I rolled Hal onto his side and opened his pants. I slid my hand past his dick and balls and played with his hole while I was kissing him.  I opened my pants and had my dick half out of my underwear.  He stroked me, then I slid myself  up and presented my  cock to his face.  He squeezed it and examined it and obviously loved it.  Without speaking, I took my cock out and positioned it right at his face and he started to lovingly suck me.  It felt so good.  I only let him suck me for around a minute then I put my body between his legs and pushed his legs apart with my knees.  I got on top of him and dry humped and kissed and caressed him.  My testosterone was really pumping through my veins, and with our dicks in our pants, I basically put him in different sexual positions and  pounded his body very athletically while positioned in exact sexual positions for maximum stimulation of his prostrate and extreme pleasure for him and for me.  I told him that I didn't want to fuck him.  He said he was worried that I would hurt him due to the size of my cock.  I told him that I would not try to fuck him.  The ball was in his court.  That I would not hurt him.  That he would have to ask me to fuck him, and later ask me to fuck him hard. I told him that I was 100% OK if we NEVER fucked.  I then told him that I was pretty sure that he would ask me to fuck him the next time we met.  I said it as a joke, we laughed, but we both knew it would be true. 

We wrapped things up so he could get to his yoga class just a little late.  Our time together went perfectly; better than I had expected. I'm looking forward to his next visit.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

I love Dancers

Yesterday afternoon, I had my hands and mouth on the truly beautiful and fit Chinese
hunk that I have been perving over at the gym.  We were totally in sync and I'm sure if I wanted a boyfriend/partner/husband he would be in 100% (after a few dates) lol

Tonight, another guy I have been chatting with on Grindr came over.  He is a dancer, Asian, 5'6" or so, around 120 lbs, totally cut up and muscled, but of course rather slight of build.  Handsome face, great haircut, nice guy.  From our chats, I knew he was a bottom, and I knew he wanted his ass eaten.
I told him that if he was right out of the shower, that I would love it and do it as long as he wanted. I have gone YEARS between hooking up with Asians and now I've been with two in two days and three in the last 2 weeks!

He arrived and was well dressed, smelled great, right out of the shower.  I pulled him to me and wrapped my arms around him.  He didn't actually stiffen up, but he didn't melt into my arms like most guys do.  I realize that I am very hands on and could perhaps come on a little strong for some guys.  I am a take charge type, and I'm the top, he's the sub, his role is to be sub and me be the one leading the way.

I didn't let it bother me and I led him to the bed room.  I felt that he was OK with me, but I wasn't the man of his dreams.  I would guess he was 20 years old.  I am most probably older than his parents.  I get it, not a problem for me as I knew I would have him naked in a couple of minutes.  We undressed and his body was truly beautiful with a fantastic bubble butt.  He laid on his stomach and I kissed his neck, massaged his body and slowly worked my way down.  I very quietly whispered in his ear about what I was going to do to him.  If he wanted me to lick his ass?  If he wanted to get fucked? That I was going to lick and eat his boy butt and fuck his ass.  He admitted to loving to get fucked and to really love getting rimmed.

I kissed, licked bit and munched on his ass.  The boy was squirming and loving every second of it, panting heavily and moaning regularly.  I got his ass really wet with saliva then started to kiss and suck his nipples while I fingered his hole and started to finger fuck him.  He hole was awesome; one that had a strong anal ring and his hole rather sucked my finger into his hot ass.  I found his prostate and finger fucked him with each stroke hitting or rubbing against his prostate.  While doing this I had his legs open and had one leg cranked over my arm and hoisted his foot toward his head really opening his ass up.  I asked if he wanted to get fucked now.  He asked if I had a condom.  I said yes, but I never produced one (I had one sitting on the end table a foot or two away).  He would only litely kiss me with his mouth closed, but it would have been so much better if he had let me take him on the full ride.  I got some Wet Platinum and put it on his dick, my dick and my finger and had him stroke me while I got his hole well lubed and ready for my cock.  He kept saying that my cock was so big, so thick, so huge.  I asked him if he had ever had one my size.  He said yes.  I asked him if it had fucked him.  He said yes.  I asked him if he liked it.  He said he loved it. 

I got between his legs and caressed his body and sucked on his nipples.  I was also lining my cock up with his hole.  I grabbed his ankles and pushed his feet to either side of his head.  I took my lubed cock head and rubbed his hole with it.  After 2 minutes of that he reached under his ass and grabbed my hard cock and put the head at the entrance of his ass.  I got the head in fairly easily then he asked me to go slow.  He had some trouble, but soon, I was really pounding him while he was getting a very athletic fuck.  He kept saying, Oh My God, Oh My Good, This feels so fantastic. I positioned him so that I was really hitting his prostate and he said he was getting ready to cum.  I said "Go for it Baby", and he shot off onto his stomach.  I hadn't cum and he apologized and I told him I was totally satisfied.  We talked some in the afterglow and he mentioned how aggressive I was in bed.  That he had never been with a guy like me.  I said that most guys like it, that my profile usually attracted guys who like that.  I said he probably contacted me due to the pics of my big fat hard cock and he said that was true, and that he beat off to the pics regularly.  He said he was "delicate" and probably liked a lighter touch better.  Fair Enough.  I asked him if he would come back sometime and he said it would be OK. I think he really enjoyed the fuck but I wasn't exactly what he was looking for and was probably a little rough and tumble for him.  He was super limber and I could bend him anyway I wanted for maximum thrust and penetration.  He was also not ideal for me as he wouldn't kiss and I was obviously more into him that he was into me (except for my cock).  We'll see if he hits me up again.  I wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't come back every week or two as I really worked his ass over rimming and fucking and I think that would be hard to get somewhere else at the same intensity level.

Monday, November 30, 2015

Gourmet Chinese

There is a Beautiful Asian guy in my gym.  He's 34 probably, 5'6", very fit, clear skin, very handsome, confident.  I've seen him for the past couple years.  He has never looked at me, or given me an opening to talk with him. I've actually never seen him look at another guy or do anything to indicate he was gay.  He swims and works out , and I usually see him in the shower and sauna areas and he proudly walks around naked with his fantastic body and rather small penis.  Dressed in street clothes, he is very neat and is the picture of a fit, handsome healthy metrosexual straight man.
I always assumed I would never feel his beautiful body or kiss his very handsome face.

Last week, he was dressing into his street clothes a few lockers away from mine.  He had his back to me and probably didn't even know I was behind him a few feet away.  I watched him put on his very neatly, well fitting clothes, while sitting on a stool.  I was thinking "Dude, turn around, your are a 2 feet away and at eye level to my cock", please turn this way. lol .  Didn't happen, what did happen was even better.  A "couple" walked in.  The one guy was traffic stopping. 35,  6", beefy, confident, muscular, hairy, a gorgeous mountain of "straight man", without any trace of gay.  With him though was a very handsome, shorter, latino man.  They were obviously a couple.  Mr. Asia looked up at the "God", and never took his eyes off of him as he undressed and went to the showers.  It was then that I knew my Asian friend was a closet case.

I had been talking with an Asian guy on Grindr for weeks.  We had really hit it off.  Let's call him Hal. We talked many times a day.  He lives 30 minutes from me.  A beautiful guy, around 28 in the pics with a fantastic body.  His face pics showed a very handsome face.  He also had muscular legs with some detail of muscle that I don't ever remember seeing in an Asian.  This guy is Chinese, white collar job, unattached, and obviously we were very compatible.  He kept wanting to meet, but I had houseguest for around 3 weeks straight.  I could have met him, but I really liked him and I secretly was afraid that he would think I was too old for him if we met.  I was fearful he would reject me when we finally met.  Normally, I don't give a fuck if that happens, (it's only ever happened 1 time)  but I really liked this guy.

The night the 34 year old Asian was staring at the hunk in the locker room, like I said I knew then that he was gay.  It occurred to me that he might actually be my  28 year old guy from Grindr (he didn't have an age listed on Grindr). My heart sunk as in the last couple of years he has never acknowledged my existence or even looked at me.  The "Hunk" and I are not in the same league looks wise.  I thought that I hadn't a chance with the Gorgeous Asian.

That night on Grindr, when we chatted, Hal talked about going to the gym that night.  We both knew that we went to the same gym.  I told him that a guy was there that resembled him.  That this guy had the same beautiful,  muscular legs. I told him I watched him from a distance, and that he was wearing expensive "flip flops" and after he dressed he wore leather loafers.  Hal then texted me a photo of the exact leather loafers!  It was him after all. I told him about him staring at the hunk and he laughed and he knew he was "busted".  Hal really wanted to meet now.  He hadn't a clue as to who I was.
I was really torn about it.  One the one hand he was gay, and the one guy who turned him on enough to "break his cover as a straight man" was unbelievably gorgeous. I felt that he would reject me when we met, or I thought it was a possibility anyway. 

After that, Hal would tell me when he was going to the gym, and I would avoid those times as I just didn't want our "relationship" to possibily end if he wasn't into me.  One time I did see him at a distance, and I stayed away from him so that we wouldn't have to actually meet. I'm usually very confident in general and if someone likes me fine, if they don't I don't care at all .  If I really like the guy though, I'm like a school boy afraid to talk to the "cheerleader", even though I had 3 different cheerlead girlfriends in High School.

I sent Hal a face pic finally and he said I was very handsome.  It was time to meet in person yesterday.  Yesterday, he pulled his car into my driveway,  and he was really beaming, like super happy and pleased in my looks. I opened his car door and leaned in , hugged him, and kissed his neck then gave him a kiss. 
More to come...

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Gay For Pay

Yesterday was the day after Thanksgiving.  I had tons of guys hitting me up.

There was an interesting guy online.  26, black, lean with a 10" cock.  There were several photos of his big cock covered in cum.  Each pic showed a huge load. The ad said he was straight and he was looking for "Generous".  I have done well in life financially and don't have any problem at all with paying for a cute young straight guy or to pay for a guy with a "trophy cock".   If the guy is gay, I usually have no desire to suck him, like none.  If the guy appears to be straight and won't suck me, my desires change and I can really like to suck the guy and swallow his cum.  Turns out though I almost never suck a guy for more than a minute or two.

I emailed him and he wanted $50 for a blow job.  Score!  We set a time for him to come here, 9:30 pm.  I texted him my address.  I texted him at around 9 and asked if he had left yet.  He had but he lived in the next city, an hour away.

In the meantime, since he was only going to get sucked, I made another date with a 20 year old, strawberry blond (more strawberry than blond) , lean kid that must live near me.  I've seen him a stores a few times over the past year. His stats said 5'7"  135, bottom. I told him that I had houseguests an didn't know when they would leave and that I would hit him up once they left.  He asked if I knew another top as he wanted to try a three way.  WTF!  This total conservative, National Honor Society, well scrubbed Ginger kid was a closet freak. I said I didn't know any tops as I wanted him for myself.   So, I had two guys lined up, the black hustler and the Ginger Kid.

The Hustler ended up getting her at around 10:30.  Hopefully we could wrap things up with plenty of time for the Ginger Cutie to come over.

The Hustler got out of his car and I was pleasantly surprised.  He was around 5'10, lean, muscled and polite and seemed to like me, but was obviously straight and willing to be a "piece of meat" for me to suck.  I felt him up, and really liked his body.  He was darkish in skin color with clean skin and was a masculine guy.  I think he was embarrassed about being thin as he made several comments, saying he worked out but was his goal was to put on 10 to 20 pounds of muscle.  I told him he was perfect as he was.  We moved on to the bed room.  He just stood there, and I undid his pants and pushed his underwear and pants to around his ankles.  I started to suck his limp cock and it quickly started to grow.  I stood up and asked him to take his white hoodie and t shirt off, which he did.

OMFG!  A beautiful, muscled, body with a prominent six pack.  His body was hairless except for his arm pitts and pubes.  He had beautiful skin and was a masculine, young man, just perfect.  He was open in personality and while sucking him, I'd ask him questions and he answered without hesitation.
He is a mechanic, has a steady girlfriend he lives with and he usually fucks a different girl or two everyday (he has regular fwbs) and fucks his girlfriend around every other day.  He has been getting blown by guys for only  the past year.  I was the third man to blow him.  He got blown by a man maybe once a month. 

His dick was a real beauty, but not 10", no more than 8 1/2", but fantastic.  I'm not really a size queen.  8 1/2" is a big dick to me.  So I was good.  I sucked him for around 10 minutes while he laid on his back with his eyes closed, probably thinking a hot girl was blowing him.  I had him stand up and I sucked him some more, and I was thinking "This is great, but I guess I am not a true cock sucker, as I was getting bored and hoping he would cum and I could stop."
He then said he had already cum an needed to wrap things up.  I told him that I didn't think he had cum and I certainly didn't notice if he did.  Especially after seeming the volume of cum on his cock in those photos, I knew that he hadn't cum.  We talked some more.  He told me he had sex with a 22 year old woman when he was 14 and hadn't stopped having sex since.  I asked him how many women he had been with and he said definitely over 100.

I asked him if I could massage him some and he said sure.  I took his pants off and laid him down on his stomach.  I strattled his back and massaged as best I could.  His lean muscled body felt fantastic.  I was clothed but had a hard one.  I also rubbed my body on his and I'm sure he could feel my hard cock.  I flipped him onto his back and massaged his chest, neck, face and arms and hands, I felt his big low hanging balls then noticed he was 100% erect.  I started to suck him agan and  within 5 minutes he blew a huge load in my mouth which I swallowed.  It was mild and tasted good. We wrapped things up and he left to pick his girlfriend up from work.  He had told me that he was a mechanic and that he ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT.  He said if he had a food and a place to stay, he would do it for free. It is the only job he has had.  I had a great time and I gave him an extra $10 for gas as he had to come a lot farther than I expected.  I really enjoyed myself but knew I would never call him again. I thought that would be the last I heard of him (until today..... more to come on that later.  He really surprised me).

The hustler left and I went to get in contact with the Ginger Kid.  He had written that I must have found someone else.  Technically I had, but the date with the hustler had already been set, and I figured I would have plenty of time to top the Ginger.  He was off line, and never got back on line and I went to bed.  He goes back to school tomorrow, so I need to make sure it happens tonight.  I would really like to get in this kids ass. Cross your fingers for me for tonight!

Friday, November 27, 2015

Mental Torment

This post is out of order and should have been written 3 years so.  It is referring to the reason that I stopped blogging 3 years ago after meeting a guy named Chad. 

My mental torment over Chad having maybe played me, (or maybe I came on too strong) left in me a funk that lasted for months. Here is how it ended:  The next couple of months, we texted constantly.  The same awesome conversations that we had in the bedroom.  We totally clicked.  Warning signals were going off in my head though.  I was always the one who initiated the texts.  I would vow to not text him, and wait for him to text me first.  He never texted first.  I knew I was probably over reaching, and acting like a female Justin Beiber fan.  I couldn't help it though, I just had to hear his thoughts.

A month later, I was returning to his city in Virginia.  We were supposed to meet up that night.  When the time came though, he had a crisis with a friend he was helping out and couldn't make it as he wasn't even in town.  It sounded fishy to me. (I'm finishing this post 3 years later).  All of his business and success was definitely true.  I think he was sort of a con man though.  He made me feel fantastic and took away all of my doubts and feelings of shortcomings.  I had never met anyone who made me feel so whole, so desired, so confident.  I think that was his thing, making people feel great and making them fall for him.  In his defense, I am VERY SURE, I was coming on too strongly and too quickly as we had only actually met up for  2 nights. We later spent MANY hours on the phone and texting.  It felt like we were soul mates.   In later conversations though he would be VERY enthusiastic about each time we were supposed to meet again but he always had a crisis to attend to at the last minute.  I decided to save face and let him drift away.  If he really wanted me he could always call or text.  Bye Bye Chad. I had really loved you. Thanks for picking me Baby, even if only for a short while.

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Stood Up. A Regular and And a Big Score

Tuesday before Thanksgiving I was chatting on Grindr with a cute bodied Twink.  Latino and 25 years.  Nice smooth body, small nipples and a 5" "Downward Cascade" Cock.  (Check out the movie A FOUR LETTER WORD). He told me he was a bottom and we set a time for a hook up.  Around the agree upon time for us to meet he told me he was actually a virgin. But he definitely wanted to get fucked.  FUCK! (not in a good way I said to myself).  A Mexican, and a virgin. His body really appealed to me so I said Great! See you in an hour.  Seven minutes before the hook up, I texted him and asked if he had left home yet.  He asked to reschedule as he has some stuff to finish up at home.  Stood up.  Fucking Flake!  I was hoping to have a fantastic hook up with him and get over my losing streak with Mexicans. 
At this point it was 10 pm, and it was too late to find another guy, and by the time he came over, we fooled around and were done it would be midnight.  I was pissed off and went to bed.

The day before Thanksgiving, I went to the Gym and thought about my #1 Fan.
He works in a two man retail specialty store nearby.  I don't know how they stay in business as there are rarely any customers.  If we time things well, I can stop by after the Boss has gone home for an expert suck and swallow by a real expert.  This guy sucks me, licks me, sucks my balls, rimms, my ass and is hungry for my cock and cum.  He's blown me for years and in the last 5 years it has averaged once a week.

#1 Fan's Boss was off for Thanksgiving week and I went over for some relief.  I leaned against a wall and he kneeled and got between my legs.  He unbuckled me, pulled down my pants and went to work.  I was in heaven.  My pants were around my ankles and he took one of my shoes off, and fished my foot out of my pants so that he could spread my legs. He maneuvered to get under my ass somehow and he had me writhing in ecstasy.  After I had enough pleasure for 4 average men, I disengaged, pushed him with his back to the wall, I grabbed his head and fucked it hard, and without regard to his comfort.  Exactly what he wanted.  I exploded down his throat.  I have been taking a lot of vitamins and I asked him how it tasted.  He said he had no idea as he rarely tastes my cum as I almost always cum slamming it down his throat, with my dick head past his esophagus.  I'm not an expert in anatomy but I'm thinking that is what I am feeling.

Today, Thanksgiving, I've been horny.  A black guy who blows me every week or so was hitting me up to come over.  If I went there and back the hook would take around 2 hours and after Thanksgiving dinner, I wasn't up for that. The only strong interest I had on Grindr was from  a rather unattractive, 30 ish guy. 6 foot tall, white, strong bear kind of build with a bit of belly, noting bad, he wasn't fat.  He absolutely wasn't my type, but I found that if I'm just getting blown, I prefer a guy not my type who can really suck over a more attractive guy with less experience. I hit him up and we picked a time that worked for us both.  He came over I had him sit on the floor next to the bed.  He took out my half hard cock, and I immediately knew I had a winner on my hands. 

This guy was truly an expert.  He lovingly sucked and milked my cock while it was down his throat, swirling his tongue on the underside and doing some sort of crazy milking thing with his throat muscles.  I also fucked his throat and he was loving that.  After I slammed his throat for around 5 minutes, he took a little break, sucking my balls.   He started inching his tongue near my hole.  I was freshly showered and I adjusted a little and he was kissing, sucking and licking my ass.  I drifted through waves of pleasure then pushed his head back into the side of the mattress, took his head in both of my hands pushing it very firmly into the side of the mattress and I fucked furiously and came well down his throat.  He loved it and thanked me profusely.  I also LOVED IT but played it rather cool.  He said to let me know when I needed it again and just give him a call.  I really like to have a string of cocksuckers that I can call if I can't find anyone that is really attractive to me.  Those guys that I REALLY like, are generally 26 or under twinks, I end up kissing, caressing, sucking a little, and fucking hard.  I'm very happy though with a clean but unattractive guy who knows their way around a dick and don't care if I ever touch or see their cock.   With these guys, I'm a selfish top. I'm cool with that title.  It's what these eaters are after anyway.

Saturday, November 21, 2015

I Really Like Mexican Food

I really like Mexican Food.     But...........

I haven't had the best sex with Mexicans.  The first Mexican I hooked up years ago was a passionate 25 year old who was incredible in bed and kissed like a champ.  He was a construction worker, barely spoke English but was an expert with the human body.

Since then, basically most of the times I've hooked up with Mexicans,  it wasn't been the best.  The bottoms tend to act like tops and try to control the fuck.  Beat my cock with their hands and not do it that well.  Or they insist that I  lie on my back and they sit on top and fuck my cock like a pogo stick and quickly get off.  They have almost always cum quickly and left me hanging.

Tonight was another example of this.  A Mexican Twink hit me up on Grindr several days ago.  We exchanged photos.  He was very cute, short with a beautifully toned body, 4" uncut dick (the small dick was not an issue for me in any way), handsome face and an extravagant hair cut, but a modern style, not "Queeny". 

I put him off several days in a row and then tonight I couldn't put him off any more.  After my most excellent encounter with the Chinese Jock yesterday, I forgot that hook ups don't always go that well.

The kid arrived on time and I met him at his car.  He smiled broadly, we shook hands and went inside.  He seemed rather hesitant and I was thinking that maybe he didn't like how I looked.  He had previously gushed about the several recent photos I had sent but something seemed off.

We got into the bedroom and he seemed to be in a hurry.  I slowed him down and drew him to me, caressing his body, I kissed his neck and he had his head turned away. 

While we were taking our cloths off, he asked if using a condom was OK.  I said sure.  We then laid down in bed and I caressed him and kissed his neck and body.  He said I want you to fuck me.  I said I will but I think you need some foreplay.  He said he didn't have much time as his parents were expecting him home.  He had 20 to 30 minutes maximum for the encounter.  I asked him how many times he had been fucked.  He said he had never really been with a guy before, that he had a mutual jack session with his cousin when they were young.  He had never Kissed, fucked or sucked on a guy.
SHIT!  Here we go again. I liked the kid, but realized that it probably wasn't going to end well.

While I was kissing his neck, ears, and chest, I got near his mouth and tried to kiss his beautiful face.
He said "I don't kiss".  I just assumed he wasn't into me, wanted to get fucked quickly and leave.
I told him I would fuck him, but I had to get him ready.  I got some lube and took my time playing with his hole with a lubed finger.  I eventually finger fucked him spending time on his prostate.  He was totally loving it moaning and in ecstasy.  He said "Please fuck me" and he opened a rubber package.  He examined the lube I had to make sure it was condom safe which it was.  He handed me the rubber and he looked at my hardon in awe as I took the rubber out.  I said that I thought it might not work. It was a red condom and much too small.  I am used to using extra large condoms and I had forgot how small the regular ones were.  The rolled up condom was at most 1/2 the size in width of my dick head. I stretched in and rolled it on as best I could.  Like with most virgins, it is hard to get inside the first time. With a condom, I eventually lose my erection if I don't get it inside the ass within a few minutes.  We did this a couple of times and then he became obsessed with staring at my dick and trying to roughly jack it off.  All during the hook up he said that he thought I was super hot, handsome, he loved my cock, it was so thick, he was really enjoying himself and wanted to come back and get fucked next time.  We eventually wrapped it up with neither of us getting off.  I liked him very much and if he just would kiss, or suck my cock well, I would have been happy.  I think he is just too much work for the reward of finally fucking him, after 3 or 4 nights of frustration.  I think I'm going to "kick him to the curb" nicely.  My encounter with the Chinese Hunk the night before was about 100 times better.

Chinese Delivery

I haven't posted in around 3 years!  I think I might have the "fire now to continue the blog".
I've had many awesome, nice, mediocre and a very few bad hook ups since then.  I'll start with last night and occasionally recall a past really good hookup.

Until last night, I've only ever hooked up with I guy that I knew was Chinese as opposed to"Asian".
Something is up with the Chinese though as within the last 6 weeks I have had a straight half Chinese houseguest, then a straight Chinese houseguest, and lately I've been texting several times daily with a gay, full blood  Chinese guy who is a really beautiful and beautifully fit. We haven't hooked up yet, but it is just a matter of time and will happen within the next few days.

Last night I hooked up with a HUNK of a Chinese guy.  We chatted on Grindr and his stats were 25, 6' 1" 190 lbs.  His very nice torso pic on his ad made him appear to be Caucasian.  He showed up right on time at my place at 10 pm.  He had asked me on Grindr if I thought I could throw him around the room and I answered yes!  That gave me an idea as to how I could best give him what he wanted and make him a regular.  We met at his car and I swear, the guy just beamed as if he was VERY pleased with my appearance.  I brought him to the bed room and we undressed.  I guided him to my bed and I got on top of him and put my knee between his closed legs to get him to open them up.  He resisted and flexed his strong legs. I persisted and eventually got him to open up and with in a few minutes my legs were inside his legs  and I started to stroke his body, kiss his neck and ears, and caress and suck and kiss his nipples.  His nipples were the key to getting my way and I spread his legs all the way open with my knees.  I then started to kiss him on the mouth deeply and I knew I could get whatever I wanted from him. 

I dismounted and had us facing each other on our sides.  I kissed and caressed him, them hooked my left arm under his right leg and hoised his bent leg up to his head, exposing his hole.  I wet a finger and lightly tapped the entrance and also rubbed his hole outside with my finger without sticking it inside.  Whenever I tweaked his nipples he would get really excited.  I then mounted his body kissing him and then did my signature move of gently taking a hunk of his neck muscle and skin into my mouth and between my teeth and I slowly released the flesh by letting it pass through my  teeth.
Believe me this feels awesome, and since it was first done to me, I always try to do this.  If done right, it doesn't leave any marks unlike sucking on the neck.  I have only ever had one guy do this to me and I am really glad that I learned the technique.

I played with his body for well over an hour like this, kissing him and being in charge. I asked him what he wanted to do next and he said "Whatever you want to do".  I told him that he would have to tell me what he wanted.  He resisted.  I told  him that I thought that he wanted me to fuck him.  He agreed.  I asked again "What is it you want to happen next".  He resisted but eventually he said that he wanted to feel my dick in his ass.  I lubed up my cock and his hole and played with his hole with a lubed finger, and started to gently finger fuck his hole.  I eventually got in deep enough to play with his prostate and he was in ecstasy.  I mounted him and raised his hips up, putting his calves on my shoulders,  and put my cock head at his hole.  I had him center it and started to push in.  I was able to get all the way in after around 2 minutes and he asked me to start slowly.  I fucked slowly and not too deeply until he could handle it and then started to fuck him fast and hard.  He fucking loved it and I made him tell me to fuck him hard. 

I fucked him missionary style hard and fast.  He was very athletic and limber and I rotated his as up and kiss him while I ravaged his ass. He told me that he wanted me to pull out and shoot on his chest.  I said that I wouldn't do that.  He said that he wanted to see me shoot.  I told him that I did that it would be OK, I would do it, but that I would never invite him back.  He seemed hurt and incredulous and I kept that charade up for maybe two minutes while fucking him and kissing him.  Then I told him that I was just fucking with him and of course I wasn't that big of an asshole.  I had fucked him for awhile and his ass started to feel pretty juicy.  I had either precummed into him a lot or sometimes when I hold off too long, I don't feel the orgasm really and the cum just leaks out.  One or both of those scenarios happened.  As I slammed him, I told him I wanted to cum in his ass and I asked if I could. He said he wanted me to cum on his chest.  I told him I was getting really close and got him into total bitch mode.  I told him I was close and wanted to breed him.  He said "Fuck me, fuck me harder, cum in my ass".  I gave a few more hard thrusts , then pulled out and came all over his chest and stomach, honoring his original request (I think). 

He hadn't cum yet and scooped up some of the cum and tasted it, while jacking.  I got up to his head and he sucked my balls while he jerked furiously then came a big load.

He was totally spent, and I lightly caressed his body for around 5 minutes until I told him I had to get up early and suggest that he take a shower before leaving.  From start to finish, we spent 2 hours and 20 minutes actively in the encounter.  He told me that we can both do it any time I want that he is available.  His is in grad school, and probably is a med student.  I didn't push on that but I'm sure he will tell me next time or the time after.